is it a reason? or an excuse?
they say they trust me..but was afraid i will be led astray..
they say they are scared that i am lost(in life..or etc.)..
but when i leave them..they did not notice at all..
i waited for such a long time then they came..but..they just walk past me..without a glance..till i went foward then they acknowledge my existence..(testing my language..hahas..!but it's real..)
i know i acted as a fair person..but i am not..
i think they all unreasonable..but..i was the one..
but..now..i decided to meet their expectation..and even more..
but, i still have the rights to decide my life..
no matter what..i am not gonna care anymore..
( or should i say..for the last time..i will do my best to please them without losing myself...but..if they "waiver" my trust for them again..i shall not care..)
not acting reasonable anymore..not acting rude anymore..not acting rebel anymore..
not creating trouble anymore..not upsetting them anymore..
just cherish them.."death" isn't far away..lolx..heheex^^
